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My new prayer appears instead of punishment,
the affliction is lifted and the prayer is placed in its place, to
correct the my body.
and I embrace the meaning of what juish sages said, “Rewarded—
through the Torah; was not rewarded—through affliction.”I use to learn that the path of Torah is a more successful way and
yields more profit than the path of pain. This is because the
Kelim (Vessels) that will be fit to receive the Upper Light are
broader, and can yield Dvekut (Adhesion) with Him.
This is the meaning of, “He is coerced until he says, ‘I want.’”
I make efforts to deserve Creator's wards, “I want the deeds of the lower ones.”